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Friday, April 30
i woke up today with a headache even worse than yesterday's. if you can call waking up 'waking up' if you only slept for a grand total of 1 hour and spent the rest of the 7 hours drifting in and out of dizzy subconsciousness and consciousness where you imagine yourself whining to a whole lot of people about not being able to sleep but really not doing anything of the sort (except grumpy sms to best buddy). anyhow, let me continue ranting about the headache!! yesterday's headache! ok so after i took these two uncommon colourful capsules that are supposed to contain paracetamol (only God knows what's actually in there), i decided to treat myself to a iced shaken double shot expresso from bucks before dinner. perhaps it's a fatal combination. or perhaps the expresso just really got to me. i'm not sure. its never had that effect before but then again, the last time i drank it must have been while studying and it'll be insane if i couldn't fall asleep during that time. anyway, this morning i had to wake up at the unearthly hour of 730 (missing out on my usual 1030 wakey wakey bliss) to drag myself down to the nus archi aptitude test. must say i had fun though i my fingers almost froze into icicles. they give you coloured paper and some shapes and let you cut the nice paper into the nice shapes and then stick them all over your answer script in whatever way you want. they also let you draw nice pictures of 3D rooms. but i can't say i think i did extremely well. wonder whether i'll get shortlisted for the interview? if i am i'm quite screwed tho cos they want me to bring a portfolio of my artworks and yes i have random artworks scattered in certain friends' houses but im quite sure i do not have an impressive compilation of any creative art pieces anywhere in my house. maybe i should rip my clothes and sew funny patterns on them then wear them to the interview as an exhibition of my creativity. HA!
anyhow, to prevent confusion, let me say that... i am actually only interested in doing vetsci in ozzie land and all my nus/ntu/smu/uk/us endeavours and applications to a million and one seemingly unrelated courses are simply physical expressions of my random mind trying to stick its fingers into every damn thing its vaguely interested in. but well, i do really hope to get into the feb 2006 intake for vetsci and then have a peaceful life from then onwards, free from aimless running around to different interviews and tests. ooh i'll be free oh free oh free... oh and now i realise i haven't talked about today's headache. well nothing much to say except it's the sort that you get when you are falling sick/sick where your head is really heavy and your body is aching like shit. i really hope i'm not falling sick though. weak gen. ugh!!
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